Random Post #1

Hello there.

Hey you, sexy babies. Remember me telling you how I always had sooo many thoughts & updates but couldn't find an appropriate moment to pen them down. Well, this is Random Post #1.

To start things, I have watched the Last Exorcism recently with my sister and my cousin. And it's a pretty good movie because it addresses issues. Like real issues. Not the "You're waiting for a train..." kind of issue. So basically, any Christians out there should probably watch it. I think it's good because the movie really tests your faith etc etc. Okay it's not so much of a test but it gets you thinking.

I've actually also played some computer games with them, Left 4 Dead 2. So yea, as much as I think I kick ass at it, I don't. For some reason, to myself, I look really professional when I see my character shooting zombies on screen. But.. yea, results prove otherwise.

I think I've mentioned it in my twitter a few days back. But ah well, I'm gonna say it again. The Dimsum Dollies' songs that are playing nationwide in all MRT stations and trains, I know some of you really hate them, but I've gotta say, I like them. Seriously. Hahaha. Not a psycho... But seriously, isn't it more annoying that Singaporeans need soooo many campaigns to remind themselves how to be courteous? At least stop pushing and shoving around to get into the train like a freaking twat. It's not like the train station's gonna explode if you don't get into the train/ get a seat on the train, right?

Oh yeap, I haven't written in my diary for a very very long time. How long? Since freaking July, that is. Maybe I should totally get back to it.

Oh and hey, HALLOWEEEEN'S COMING. So I'll be with my ex-class around Clarke Quay tomorrow night. If you see a guy with a huge-ass Rubik's Cube on his body. It should be me. So you can say HIIIIIII.

So that's about it. See you guys around. PEACE (with a nigga-tone).

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Stygiophobia

Hello there.

What the hell is up guys. "Image uploads will be disabled for two hours due to maintenance at 5:00PM PDT Wednesday, Oct. 20th." This is. (Yayyyyyy! Short post today!!!)

So school started, and I'm pretty ticked off by:
1. My timetable
2. My timetable
3. The timetable committee (I don't even know if they exist)
4. A module called CBS

Now, I have no idea what the hell CBS stands for, and there must be a reason why I'm not interested to find out. (No offense to Ms/Mrs/Mdm Palam though, she's nice) So this module teaches you how to write your resume, get your portfolio together and how to deal with an interview. That's right, how to freaking ace an interview.

Well, a lot of people may argue, "Jiawei, some people need to learn how to 'sell themselves well' (no I don't mean prostitution.)" I say, screw that shit.

People, don't you see what the world is doing to us? On one hand, you're telling us to be ourselves, don't lie to your heart and all the other cheesy motivational phrases to spur us on and in the next minute, you're teaching us what we SHOULD say during an interview and what we SHOULD do in order to secure a job that you really want.

Well, is it just me, or does this feel like the second phase of some kind of dictatorship. (Is that the right word? Idk, screw it) It's like we're living exactly how the Society wants us to live. They are messin' with our minds.

I'm not saying that I'm gonna walk in naked for an interview in the future, but I think it's good for us to know that, we're not living for ourselves anymore. (Yay!) Y'know why? Because most of us can't bear to disappoint the people around us. The people who mean a lot.

So the only time you're gonna start living your life to the fullest is when you have 10 Million bucks, that way you can do whatever you want without disappointing others because you can provide for them, for yourselves, etc.

Now the question is, "How do you get the 10 million dollars?" It's simple, either get really lucky OR work your ass off. And the damn thing about work is, you probably have to start by sitting through an interview. SEE! YOU GET IT NOW? TOTAL MIND-F. If Inception has 5 levels, Life itself has 1000000000000 freaking billion levels.

I am digressing but I don't care, caz that's the way it works. Angsty post is angsty. And besides, how you handle an interview's pretty much common sense right?

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Now, I'm Closer to the Edge

Hello there,

What the hell is up guys? The past 2 weeks were sooooo packed. But, they were probably the most eventful ones in a long time. I'm so damn freaking tired. The only reason why I'm typing this, is for the readers of this blog. Because I haven't updated this piece of shit for like, a long time.

Well, to sum it all up, I've been to Vietnam last week for a study trip, (it actually felt like a holiday) and I really really enjoyed the company I had. My classmates are probably the beasts of partying and nonsense.

So what I've learned during the Vietnam trip is:

1. Stuff's really cheap there
2. But there's nothing much to buy
3. Nothing beats doing nonsense with the right people
4. I still look like shit in photographs. (No kidding)

And then there's the DBA camp, which is kinda organized by most of my classmates. I think all of them really deserve a huge-ass pat on their backs because it was tiring. And yea, it wasn't easy. Especially when the major setback hit us, our nightwalk was canceled because 2 clowns (security guards) stopped us.

It was really quite depressing because I could feel the campers and facils and even ourselves getting freaking hyped up for it. But.. ah well, as I told Andy, as long as we know we probably prepared one of the most epic nightwalk EVER (of course with the help of our awesome facils).

So that's about it. And one more thing, I'm really really gonna miss my classmates because I won't be joining them for lessons for the next (final) semester. I never knew I was gonna have soooo much fun with them. And I really really wished I hadn't went for that shitty interview that got me into a different class.

So guys, (including Celes and Darren in China) thanks for all the fun you've brought. Really really really really appreciate it. Now that the camp's over, the Vietnam trip's over and the previous semester's over, I'm probably not gonna see you guys often anymore? I mean since I probably only have to go to school for 2 days for the next sem.

Don't forget to ask me out if you guys have outings and stuff. :) Hahahaha. Yea, I was actually pretty serious about that.

Peace guys! Well, those who are not in this... Just imagine yourself being there. :)

Okaayyy, so that's about it for now. I have to apologize to allllll the friends who asked me out and got rejected caz I was busy. (Esp. Sop) Really really sorry. I need to go out with ALL of you soon.

P.S. I'm looking for songs/music/bands/artistes. I'm really just listening to everything there is now. So if you guys have music that you think I may be interested in, then, hit me with it! (Not literally) On formspring or whatever. See you guys soon. :)

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Do You Really Want Me?

Hello there,

"Nobody understands me. NOBODY."

Sounds familiar? Yea, no shit. That's probably what you're thinking RIGHT NOW. Hi guys, sorry for the abrupt start. Couldn't help but write a "hook" introduction, well, since that's what secondary school teachers taught us when it comes to writing essays.

So let's get into the topic righhhht away. ----> "Teen Angst"

What's teen angst? It is something that messes up your (provided you're still a teen) mind, it's something that... makes you think a lot deeper into stuff, it's kinda what made "Inception" so much more brilliant. (well.. kinda.) And when you think you're the only one in the world going through all the shit you're in right now.

In simpler terms, it's just a right to get depressed/angry at something. Whattt? I didn't say anything wrong right? Don't get all upset now.. I'm just sayin'.

Don't get it? Okay. What happens when I show you guys a picture like this:

"Moooo~"

Now, these 2 cows could possibly lead a teenager into a chain of thoughts. Like this.

"Okay, let's see, death, global warming, sadness, love, rich-fat-dudes getting laid, gay men.. Wait. What?"

Totally random stuff. And very very complicated. (In your own way) Okay I don't know what kind of other weird thoughts you guys have in your heads. But yea, you can try saying, "Noooo, that's not what I'm thinking you bitch. You don't get me."

Well, yea, I'm not saying I can totally read your mind, but just understand that there are probably 10 million other kids around thinking like you. Not having the exact same thoughts, but yea, they are pretty much feeling alone too. Why? Because we are not you.

It's no wonder why we want to remain as kids, caz when we show them the same damn 2-cows-picture, this is what we get back from them.

"Mooooooo~"

The same thing, which is really just, 2 cows. (Okay maybe with some extra unicorns/power rangers/candies in the background) Yea, you get the drift. Sometimes, our minds are just messin' with us. There actually isn't too much to think about for now, or maybe forever.

Maybe sometimes, we just don't want people to understand us. But that's just fine the way it is.

So I guess this is the end of my "essay", plus a super sexy quote (one of my favourites) as all teachers would recommend us to do,

"The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents." (H.P. Lovecraft)

I think that's pretty much it. Don't worry too much about anything. Think of us as lucky people. If we get affected by these little things, imagine what will happen if all the bigger problems in the universe gets thrown at us. I wouldn't be able to take it. Simple people should stay simple.

Soooo, peace guys. It'll get better. And if you're not a teen, and you're reading this, congratulations on surviving your teenage life. You should know how shitty it felt like. So guys, tell me, what's in your head right now?

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Attention, attention!

Hello there.

Hi guys. Did you miss me? I guess not. Weellllzzz, I'm back, likeee.... Finally after 2 or 3 weeks? I don't know. Exams are finally over (WWOOOO!!! Late celebration, but still.) And yea, guess where I've been?

No I'm not in the picture.

That's righhhhttt, it's mother-freaking Sydney. (Love the blackberry's camera btw.) So yeaaappp, I have a lot of photos of it actually, but I'm too lazy to upload them. So yea. Nothing really special there I guess, except the animals, and the weather and the tourist attractions and the hot white-people. (That's pretty much everything eh?) Butttt, yea I really really like the weather there. It's like Spring now or something.

So, although it's been quite some time since I've had long flippy/silky hair, people have been asking me, "Why do you like having your long hair?" Questions like these were asked so many times, if I had to count them, I'd rather eat my own dung. Then again, a few of the replies I'd give are, "Becaz it's freaking cool!" or "because I'll look like friggin' rockstar!". Or maybe the most common one, "Because the chicks dig it."

Come on guys, I know I probably look hideous/broke-back with it, I mean, I can tell. (But I still like it.)

Ewwww, Gay Fag is Gay.

Imma lay it all out today. It's all about attention-seeking and being different.

Before I make myself sound like some kind of desperado, or some act cool wannabe h0m1ez from da h00dz, what I'm trying to say is. I was just trying to find some kind of identity. Because I want to be recognized. Because I HATE being a nobody.

Oh, you can go ahead and start flaming, "Oh jiawei, you're such a disappointment. Why are you living your life for others?.." Well, the truth stings. Let's face it, everyone NEEDS attention. It's just the amount of attention you want, and the people whom you want it from.

Well, I guess I'm just one of the unfortunate ones who need/want more attention. After all, that's all part of growing up. It's just how we want to define ourselves. That's why everybody wants to be different. That's why, I'd rather go out and have people laugh behind my back, "Omg, look that long hair dude's a freaking weirdo".

But the one thing I've missed out is that, being different is not that different? In the end, we're still constantly looking for people who are "different" to mimic. Just to declare ourselves as unique individuals.

I don't really know what point I'm trying to make. I'm just saying that, I just want my own identity. I guess that's what most people spend their lives trying to do. I get a lot of "just be yourself" or "live your own life"-s. In fact, I do give people such advice. But, I guess it's not even easy to "be yourself". I don't even know how to be myself, especially since we've been influenced by so many things already.

Y'know what I'm sayin'? No? It's kay, I don't expect anyone to. Okayyy, I'm gonna count sheeps. See you guys soon. Peaceeee.

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This Isn't the End.

Hello there.

Sorry to disappoint the haters, but, I'm not dead yet. Sooooo, I haven't been posting stuff for quite some time. It's caz, THE EXAMS ARE HERE AGAIN. So it's gonna be a busy ass period ( :( Sorry). Soooo, I just wanted to say, I'm gonna try to blog if I find the time to! And after this whoolllleee exams thing. There's gonna be a lot more time.

Here's a song for you guys. It's "This Isn't the End" by A Skylit Drive. They're one of my favourite bands since like, 2-3 years back. Or something. The link's already up theerrreee. So go check it out if you like rock/alternative stuff. :) It's like one of their older songs, but, it applies to most of us, since I'm sure many of us have contemplated suicide for certain reasons. (No, not because I look gay.)

And so. It's not the friggin' end yet man.

"Starting off to face the day
Seconds away from a life with endless...
Torment my mind with the thoughts of a beginning
To show you just what I feel
To decipher what is real

There's just so much to be said
So much is running through my head
In a time staggered on the end
Maybe now can we pretend?

For a second I felt so brave
Flowing through fault lines
Wearing on my mind
Weathering
Pulsating
Technicalities set you off the stage and when you see me now and then
There will be no exchange of hands
Scratch the plans

There's just so much to be said
So much is running through my head
In a time staggered on the end
Maybe now can we pretend?

This isn't the end"

So that's it for now. Since most of us are pretty STRESSED out. Yeaaappooz. OH. Hold on, my sis has a newwww blogggg. I guess she wants to pen down some really deep thoughts. Which is the exact opposite of what I do. No she's not emo. I've probably added the link somewhere at the sidebar already. SISTER'S BLOG. And her Formspring too. See you guys soonz.

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We Have the Dreamers Disease.

Hello there.

Heyyyy guys,

Hi Morgan, I hope I got your name righttt. I'm not sure if you want to be mentioned, but ah well, you're up anyway! Haha, firstly, I'd like to thank you for asking me questions in my formspring. I think I've pretty much answered all of them eh?

And yea, I think all of us are pretty familiar with how life works by now. No shit, I have loaddddss to complain about. There's so much I want to do, but I don't know, somehow I'll just find myself holding back for certain reasons. (Sometimes I'm just lazy, but yea.. Don't judge me again.) I guess, it's just teen angst? 10 years from now, we'll probably laugh at all the thoughts and ideas we had. (Or maybe not) Maybe, we'll even find the stuff we got upset about, retarded? Don't get me wrong... I was just sayin' . But I guess for now, it's okay to be sad/happy/angry/excited or whatever. After all, that is what is gonna make us who we are in the future.

And no doubt,

If anything was fair, we wouldn't exist. Just sayin'. So yea, you're not alone. Oh oh oh okay, this is an awesome time to share a video with all of you guyyysss! You guys should watch the whollleee thing because what the guy is doing is so cool! He's leaving a message for his future self. So yea, just thought it may, y'know, inspire you guys to start thinking about what you all really want for yourself. I have a message for my future self too! But I don't think I'll share it with you guys..... HAhahah. Maybe next time kay?

So yea, found this quite some time back, but haven't got the chance to show it to you guys. Click herreeee >>>>> HERE (p.s. I really really love his accent)

So yea, I'm having a blog-block now (cool eh? I just thought of the term, it's like a mental-block, but yea, I can't remember what I really wanted to blog about). And that's about itttt.

Sooooooo peace out people, and take care Morgan. Anddddd, All the best to the guys who are having their exams in 2 weeks. (That includes me)

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