Yea Right.

Hello there.

So... Butter fac was pretty fun tonight. Maybe it's just caz I haven't been partying or something.

I'm blogging at this weird hour because I can't get to sleep. Because something's really bugging me.

I'm gonna be completely honest with you right now... and I don't care if you think I'm some kinda jerk or something.

So as you know.. In a club, there will be a lot of guys trying to dance with girls. AND also girls dancing with guys. I mean, as most of you already know, I'm a HUGE sucker for good looking people. And definitely, being a guy, I'm constantly looking out for good looking girls (and guys, but of course, more girls because I'm totally not homo.)

And look, I'm not boasting or anything (please don't take offense or anything, or think I'm some kinda egoistic son of a bitch) but some girls do actually try to dance with me. Well mostly, the average looking ones OR the not so good looking ones.

Speaking from a totally "MANLY" point of view, guys would totally take jump at the opportunity and dirty dance with 'dem girls.

You should know when I'm clubbing, I totally go crazy. As in I'm really a different person. And my classmates and people who went clubbing with me, probably knows that. Which means, I also completely lose control. (Or at least I'd want to lose control) So I'm really some kinda, hardcore-shouting-shuffling-rapping guys you see at a club.

Of course, when a girl tries to dance with me, (as long as she's decent looking.. hey. don't judge. I'm being honest here. it's something you'll probably never learn to do) I will try dancing with her too.

Now here comes the complicated part.. You see, NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, I usually don't gain enough interest/lose interest very quickly. And then I'll just start rappin' and hoppin' around. It's like.. SOMETHING's holding me back. AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS?

And it's not because the girls are not hot enough or anything... I just.. stop.

Idk if any of you actually experienced it before. BUT IF YOU KNOW what's going on. Tell me?

I mean, I actually enjoy talking to groups in the clubs. Like just now, I met this super super rad group with this indian guy who was high, called Kanna or Kaana, idk how to spell his name. And his friends, like Amanda with the super cool ear gauges, Fish (Idk if it's her real name), Theresa and Melvin. And yea, kinda just talked to 'em. And kindaaaa partied with them for a lil'.

Yea. AND YOU SEEE? It's so weird? Because people usually go in, find a target, try to grind them, repeat process. But idk. Y'know I feel v accomplished when I pave the way for people in the crowd. And like.. I like talking to people in the club.

I'm gonna name this phenomenon, the Hopper-Effect. I have no idea why. But it sounds cool.

I'm actually starting to question my sexuality. I'm just kidding. I'm still straight.

So yea... oh btw, if any of you actually knows Kanna or Kaana and his group. Tell me kay! I get attached to people v easily. So yea, I'm v v curious about the group now, I mean after talking to them for only a while.

Only goes to show how much I love having fun.

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