You Can Write It On Your Arm.

Hello there.

This post is dedicated to all the people who wished me a happy birthday. It was probably one of the best ones. Honestly.

First bunch of people I'd like to thank is my parents. Because I won't be here without them. Literally. And non-literally.

Then it's my family, caz they've been showing their support for me no matter what. Okay.. Maybe except my dress sense.

Oh and my sister and KT, for the small leather bag. Really not worth it but I'll still take it out all the time. Because I still like it.

And Morgan who went out to have supper with me. Still wanna thank you for the book, caz it's really cute. Btw, happy birthday Morgan! Now I know another person who's younger than me by one day.

Y'know what the best part of my birthday is? JARED LETO HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS ME. (Except that he's exactly 20 years older.) ! YAYYYY. (He's the frontman of 30 Seconds to Mars, and he's arguably the BEST FRONTMAN EVER.) I still want his voice by the way.

No no no no!

Did you think that was gonna be it? Obviously not.

So remember this blazer I wanted?

You're gonna see me wear this sooooo often.

Some crazy girl decided to get it for me as a gift. I have no idea why, but it's toooooo expensive. Hi Yejing, that's you. Thanks for not only the present but, everything else that you've pretty much done for me also. I don't know how to type this without sounding cheesy, but really, I still like how we can spend so much time (sometimes) being silent and stuff when we're out. And I like how stuff are sooooo much simpler than it used to be. :) I still think you're v cute sometimes. Like the stuff you say and do. :)

Okay. When I said 2010's probably one of the best years ever. I'm wasn't kidding. Wanna thank my joker ex-classmates, (it still hurts me to say EX-classmates btw) and my new classmates and friends and of course close friends for bringing me so much laughter, happiness, whatever you guys can think of. Really really hope 2011's gonna be the same, OR BETTER. And also, I'd like to thank people who left me, for whatever reasons there are. Caz it made me so much stronger than I was before. I hope. And all the best to them.

Yeap, that's about it I guess. :) See you guys soon.

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You Are Sadly Mistaken.

Hello there.

The truth hurts. Guess it's always been that way.

Some people DEMAND the truth, but they just don't know what they're asking for. They have no idea what kinda shit they're getting into by doing so. There must be a reason why the other person's lying to them, and it's probably not good stuff. (Unless you get a kick out of lying to people, like me. Usually.. I'll be joking.)

But lying's not necessarily a bad thing. As proven by the invention of "White Lies". Am I wrong to say, we all lie, because we CARE. It doesn't have to be caring for others, it can be caring for the other person's emotions, to protect the other person from harm. Or it can also be caring for our pride, our OWN emotions. So, if we were to say the "White Lies" are created to protect something. Then aren't all lies = "White Lies"?

Let's face it, lies are what create the world. They define us. Creating an identity, that's a lie too. Because deep down inside, we know that, we're never good enough.

Emo thoughts stop here. So.. Since some of you are so bad at lying, let me tell you how to do it. (not saying that I'm an expert, but I'm okay at it)

HOW TO LIE: A STEP-BY-STEP GUIDE TO LIFE

1. GET YOUR FREAKING FACIAL EXPRESSIONS RIGHT

So the first thing to do is to make sure your face doesn't give it away.

I have no idea who this dude is. Just got it off the netz~

If you are gonna lie with this face on. It's not gonna work. Maintain a freaking poker face. And once you get better, match your facial expressions with the lies that you're gonna tell.

For example, "Hi Mum, it wasn't me that broke your flower pot."

Awwww.

Don't worry, this takes practice.

2. USE DETAILS

The second thing to make your lies convincing, is to add as much life into it as possible.

For example, if I said, "Hey mum, nope I wasn't out in town yesterday."

It'd be so much better if you included stuff like, "Hey mum, I was at home yesterday. Ohhh, and you know when I was watching the American Idol replay on Channel 5, a FREAKING BEE flew into the house. I didn't know what to do so I took a broom and started swinging at the bee. But it still flew out. Yeapp, luckily it didn't fly into my room or something. Oh and as I was saying, I was at home chillin' out..."

It'd be good if the details are realistic. And try to add the necessary emotions during your speech, like how you'd really react at stuff like that.

3. CHOOSE YOUR VICTIM

This will obviously be the person you're trying to lie to. Well, points to take note, if a person looks like this,

MAJULAH, SINGAPURA

Then you should know better than to lie to him/her. But if a person looks like this,

"Dohhhhh, nyegh nyegh"

Then yea, I think you have a better shot at success. Oh hold on, did I mention that THE MORE THE PERSON TRUSTS YOU, THE EASIER IT IS TO LIE TO THEM? (Common sense but often overlooked)

Also, if the person's a sucker for you, he/she'd totally buy what you're saying. Just for his/her own emotional security.

But just remember, DON'T TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED. Because you'll never know when they're gonna walk away from you.

4. COMBINE THEM

So if you wanna be an EXPERT liar, just remember to follow those steps. Sure, you might take some time to get all of them right. But once you do, YOU'RE UNSTOPPABLE. Oh and do remember not to keep repeating the same lies. Firstly, it shows the lack of creativity. Secondly, you're gonna get found out. :)

If you thought I was already scary, you might wanna re-think now.

Soooooooo... tell me. Why do people lie?

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Come Close.

Hello there.

Okay guys. Sorry for making all of you read this. I was actually thinking of writing about another topic. But I guess that can wait because, it's my SISTER'S BIRTHDAY. So technically this post is for her, but I guess you guys can read it too. :)

Hi Siao-One, it's your 18th birthday today and you might wanna save this URL because it's like gonna be the best birthday card (letter etc. whatever you wanna call it). Because you gave me a card for my 18th birthday which said, "Dear xi fat long, (which means butthole in Canto) ... Happy bird day ..... (blah blah).. must be manly like Jacob Black/Rob Patt..." And it ended with "You're the best brother ever." I'm just kidding, I made that one up.

So it's been 18 years.. And I think I should be the one who knows you best. Since you've put me through a lot of shit. Maybe not. But anyway, despite the lack of interest I've been showing in your life. Just know that your bestest brother in the world, is actually concerned about you. The thing is that I'm not doing much about it is because, I guess you have to learn stuff through the hard way. Just like me. That's why we are suckers. And that's why we kick so much more ass than others.

So no matter what happens right, be it another asshole showing up in your life and leaving it for no reason. Or whether caz your results suck. Or whether caz another person just dissed your idea. Your brother will be here and definitely your other family members.

So it's the "cliche-sharing-photos-time"!

"1, 2, 3, Chezzz.."

"Insert cool caption here!"

So yeap, we don't have a lot of photos. I get it.. Anyway, I'm putting up the photos with my long hair because I think it's cooler. And you look dorky in those pics.

So... Happy 18th Birthday! You're the best sister ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Probably caz you're the only sister I have, so I can't really compare) And also in case you're wondering why this awesome post? The reason isssss, Caz the present you're gonna get from me probably isn't gonna be awesome. :)

Have an awesome 18th birthday, lulu~, although I don't see how it'd be that awesome when you're gonna be spending it in school. And with us. Let's hope your friends make up for it.

OKAY GUYS. That's all for the cheesy birthday posts. ! If you guys wanna wish her happy birthday. You can do so through my formspring! And I'll post your wishes upz.! leave your name if you want to. I'll be blogging about some other stuff another time! See you guys soon!

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Random Post #2

Hello there.

Heyyyy guys. What's up. I've been really tired lately, I don't know if it's just me, or if it's work. Or something. And I'm stayin' up to write this post for you guys! (Not like there's a lot of you anyway)

So, when I'm tired, I can't think straight. Which means I have this river of thoughts in mah brainz, and I'm just gonna let them flow. (see that cheesy analogy I just created there?) Hahah. Which brings me toooo RANDOM POST #2. (let's get it on, ladies.)

People who need some SERIOUS entertainment. Flight of the Conchord's the thing for you. Great comedy, you might have to listen closely for some of the jokes they're singing about. Funny stuff. (Click 'Funny stuff' for the link. Haha see, I just tested your dexterity right there. No seriously... click it.)

And for someeee people who seek a higher level of twisted humour (not that it was very twisted to begin with), if you remember this guy from Youtube,

"Leave Britney Alone!!!"

That's right, Chris Crocker the man, or should I say, Chris Crocker the gay man. So don't ask me why, but I've been browsing through his videos on Youtube. I've gotta say he's a funny ass dude. Or she's a funny ass dudette. (Dammit, this always gets confusing.) Anyway, at least he stands up for what he does and he's pretty good at it. Check it out HERRRREEE >> Chris Crocker. And is it just me or does he actually look pretty good in that video?

Final video that I'm gonna link hereeee, is this > BOOYAH. It's really funny. I'm not gonna spoil it, but it's some kind of experiment in the lift, obviously done by people who have too much free time on their hands. (But I love these people.) One of my friends Morgan showed me this video. I thought it was pretty funnyyyy. (Oh by the way, do remember to check out Morgan's blog, if you guys are looking for nice fashion stuff etc etc. Link's at the sidebar. Or You can click 'Morgan's blog')

Work's been pretty okay so far. Did I mention I have awesome colleagues? Really. They're all friendly and stuff. I've met weird customers, like people more indecisive than me, and people who got anal at my pronunciation of "that". And also this girl who told me, "you have nice teeth." Hahah she kinda reminded me of myself, sometimes, especially when she asked, "Are you freaking out?"

Okkaay, oh, one more thing. It's been something that I really wanna do. But I keep forgetting. Since it's December and my birthday's coming. And as well as Christmas. I want to do something meaningful. So here's the plan, I'm going to take about $30 - $50 on my birthday if I'm free. Or some other days. And I'm gonna donate about $2 or so to each busker or needy people in town. Y'know? Just walkin' down Orchard Road, being a Santa (cuter and nicer one at that, haha just kiddin') But yea. Just thought I might write it down somewhere so I can remember it.

So that's it for now guys. It's gonna get pretty busy~ Seeee youuz.

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True Believers

Hello there.

Waaazzzuup guys. December's here! So I've been window shopping lately, and found a few stuff (clothes) that are nice. (Noticed how I said window-shopping, caz I'm kinda broke)

Fringed Poncho - Zara Women

I really really like that cape thingy. I could wear it out everyday! I'm not gay.... I just like some stuff in the female section.

Mini Dogtooth Blazer - Topman

Very sexy lil' thing there.

Navy Cotton Twill Carrot Pants - Topman

AAA Black Chainmail Top - Topman

AAA Gray Chainmail Top - Topman

2 eye chukka boots - Dr. Martens

I've been wanting to get Dr. Martens for like. FOREVER. It's sooooo frustrating when I see people wearing them, knowing that I probably won't own one anytime soon. Somewhere along the way, I lost my mind a little. I got some Sperry's instead of DM boots. I have no idea why I did that. !

Soooo yeap, if anyone sees money on the floor, just remember that OUR friendship is GOLDEN!

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Danger Days

Hello there.

"Look Alive, Sunshine
109 in the sky, but the pigs won't quit.
You're here with me, Dr. Deathdefying.
I'll be your surgeon, your proctor, your helicopter
Pumping out the slaughter-matic sounds to keep you alive.
A system failure for the masses, an anti-matter for the master plan.
Louder than God's revolver and twice as shiny.

This one's for all of you Rock-n-Rollers
All you Crash Queens and Motor Babies

LISTEN UP!
The future is bullet proof
The aftermath is secondary!
It's time to do it now and do it loud
KILLJOYS, MAKE SOME NOISE"

If you thought that was pretty funky, YOU HAVE TO CHECK OUT MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE'S NEW ALBUM. I mean, how the hell do you write stuff like that. I wanna write stuff like that, AND, still sound awesome. I mean if I could write like that, I'd probably be awesome enough.

Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys

Well, I've been an MCR fan since the start. People think they're emo or whatever. I think they're just awesome. Sell-outs or whatever. I don't give a shit. They make music that I like. I am seriously thinking of buying the album, well, but I don't have the money. Haha. It's a brilliant concept album.

So... guys who follow me on twitter, I'm sure you guys have been seeing LOTS of MCR lyrics. You guys better get hyped up for this album. Because it's seriously fun. (And non-emo)

I'd say it's probably the best album so far. (Love the starting track, Na Na Na. Oh, and Bulletproof Heart's pretty catchy. Mmm, Vampire Money's funky too.)

It's gonna be playing on my iPod for days. So yeappppp. JOIN THE CLUB, BYATCH.

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Snape Killed Dumbledore. And There's Nothing You Can Do About It.

Hello there.

Heeeyyy guys. Whazzzuuuppppbi. I'm not sure if you've heard about this guy on Youtube. His name is Fred. Click on his name <<< to check him out.

"HEY IT'S FREDDDDDDDD~!!!"

What an annoying-gay-faggish-homosexual-retarded kid right.....? If you said, "YES, I HATE THAT HOMO KID. I WANNA PANTS HIM AND KICK HIS ASS WITH MAH FACE", then... screw your shit. (Oh yeaa~, I can come up with nastier things to say. But I'll just leave it as that.)

You've got that right. We're gonna be talking about Haters today.

So you've seen people like,

Bieber Blast!

If you thought my insult was nasty, check out what people say to him on Youtube.

So, what's with the hating man? I mean, I'm not a fan of Bieber. There's no reason to ADOREEEE him. But seriously? Creating Facebook groups sayin' "Don't hate Justin Bieber! She has feelings" or something, isn't very nice. People who joined them, you guys should be..... ashamed of yourself. (Yea that's the best I could come up with.) But still, liking someone is better than hating his/her guts. I mean even for Fred, it's the same case.

Just because they have their ways of making money and getting popular, it doesn't mean you have to HATE on them as if they raped and killed your family and wife.... Or husband...... Or gay partner. You're probably just jealous of them or something. Get a life, and do something productive, caz you probably can't do better.

It's natural for us to get upset. After all, we're just normal people. It's the same for Bieber/Fred/anyone you guys hate. Imagine going onto youtube and staring at 50 million comments directed at you, like, "DIE HOMOOOOOOOOO!" Or "DIE FAG!", it would kill me. (Okay maybe it won't, but it'll make me upset for a while. A looooonnnggg while.)

Just like Hater No. 1, remember that, guys? (Click HERE if you don't)

It was probably a few months back, but, he/she hasn't got back to me yet. Why? Because he/she probably couldn't find a reason to tell me when he/she hated me. Hater No. 1, if you're out there. You should... be ashamed of yourself too. (Just sayin')

Look, reality check here. Hating someone behind the computer doesn't make you some kind of war hero. And it certainly won't get the person you hate to stop whatever he/she's doing. Face it, if you hate him/her, there are probably 500 other people who likes him/her.

In fact, all that comes to my head when I think of haters is,

Weird, Fag, Angry,...... Definitely homosexual

Just saying. Don't get all offended now. You deserved that "hate" from me for hating stuff or people. Well, if you hate bad stuff like war and anything else that is not good at all. Then you're fine. Because I hate bad stuff too.

Okay guys, I'm gonna go. Don't hate people without a good reason! And don't be nasty kay? Stay nice. Verrryyy nice.

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Better Luck Next Time, Prince Charming

Hello there.

What's up you homosexual apes. No, seriously.. What's up guys.

I've got lots of stuff up for me.

First up, remember what I told you guys in my very first post? Obviously you won't. But it's okay. Caz I'm gonna say it again. Well, I've told you guys I'm gonna have like this Final Year Project thing. It's finally happening! So what my group's gonna do is, set up some kind of apparel store. We're gonna have some neat designs from some young local designers. I'll give you guys more info later, but don't forget to support us once our website's up and when our store location's finalized.

Oh, just a short note. If you guys think you're pretty decent looking, and you guys wanna help out as models. Contact me via Facebook, Twitter, Formspring or you can stalk me. (I'm just kidding, don't try stalking me.) I'm pretty sure I've asked some of you to help out also, so yeaaapppp, gonna try to contact you guys again. OH. Hold ye horses, if you guys can design awesome tees, or you have friends who can do that. PLEASEEEEE, tell me. Because we're looking for super-awesome-talented people like you! (Or your friends) And maybe we can work somethin' out. Y'know? Like getting YOUR DESIGNS PRINTED ON T-SHIRTS WHICH WILL BE SOLD ISLANDWIDE! (Sounds attractive ehhh.... Haha. No?)

So besides the shameless promotion of our business, let's talk about life now shall we?

The year 2010's been a pretty good year. (It's a shame that it's coming to an end) But yeaaa, lots of good stuff's been happening to me. As in, seriously, A LOT. Sure, there may be some setbacks/disappointment but it's been good generally.

But somehow, it hasn't been so smooth lately. (What a surprise... I know right?) Andddd I'm pretty much screwing everything up again. It's almost as screwed up as this,

Hahah, classic.

Yea. And I'm gonna try fixing everything again. Because it's really really messed up from where I am. Gonna need loadsa luck. (because when I say I'm screwing up, I really am. And it's not good.)

But it's okay, caz I know I won't be the only one out there. Right guys..................? Right? No? :(

Oh btw, I've finally got a job. I don't know how long it's gonna last though. So yeaaappp. The pay's like shit and... I think I may have to clean the toilets... Or maybe not.

So to all you guys who really wanna support me from the bottom of your heart, and visit me to tell me that you loveeeee me... Thanks, but I'm not gonna tell you where I'm workin' at because the "I Don't Want to Be Stalked" rule still applies.

Hahah, just kiddin'. But seriously, I'm not sure if I'm gonna last. So I'm not gonna give false hopes. Maybe when I'm more or less settled down, then I'll tell you guys. :)

Right now, I just wanna get over and done with my school work and tests. And get my life back on track.

Kayz, Peace on you guys. (Oh don't forget about the model and artist thingy, even if it means sabotaging your friends) Seeeee yaaaa.

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Because I'm Counting Every Lie

Hello there.

So, I was just messin' around in school today. And one of my friends, Theo, was asking the group, "If you could have something, like an ability, something more realistic and not the power of flight, etc. What would it be?" Well, somewhere along those lines.

Pretty interesting, isn't it? Well, for Theo, he chose to have a photographic memory. I wasn't really thaattttt into the question, until I was on the bus, watchin' people snatch seats and y'know the usual that people do on buses. And yea, I started thinking about the endless possibilities of whatever I can have and what I want to have.

And I finally realized what I wanted.

PAH-PAH-PAH-POKER FACE.

Not Lady Gaga. But yea, I want a poker face. And if you think you have a poker face, then I want a face that's "poker-er" or the face that's the "poker-est". (What I'm tryin' te say is, I want a face more boring/dull/"unreadable" than yours.)

Why? (I've always knew you had that curious side hidden inside of you.) It's because no matter how I'm feeling, I'll still be able to hide it. Even when I'm happy. And most importantly, even when you're feeling the most vulnerable. People won't see it.

And I've told you before, humans are fragile (and there's not a damn thing you can do about it). Sometimes, acting your way out might just be the only alternative.

So, if you get my point, since we're so damn effin' good at lying/acting, we might as well go all the way out and join the masquerade. Yeap, blame our intelligence, because humans are the ones who started the lie-game.

So tell me, what would you have chosen if you were me? The ability to do a handstand with no hands? The ability to run faster? Or do you just want a humongous p***s? Well, you can always leave a comment on my Formspring.

Oh by the way, I didn't really take a stroll tonight, but I was sittin' by the poolside, with my legs in the water, and I was listening to music, thinking about some stuff and so on.

And there was some weird bug that kamikaze-d itself into the swimming pool. And I was staring at it as it struggled. It was darting around in the swimming pool, flapping its wings and legs. I was not sure if it was in pain or whatever, but I was pretty sure it definitely wasn't enjoying it.

So for people who don't really know me, I freaking H.A.T.E. bugs. But somehow, I just reached out, and scooped it out of the pool. (And during the "rescue", I was speaking to the bug, "Come on, swim over so I can reach you..." Now, don't judge me, assholes.)

Yea, I thought I killed it when I saw it lying on the floor, motionless. But then it got up. So yeap, I saved a freaking life, byatch. And I'm feelin' pretty good about it. Because, tell me, how many of you would have tried to save it? Probably 1 out of 10 of you. Nah, I kid, you guys are probably nicer than me.

Soooo, if you got to this part of the post, thannnkkkksss. Not all people read through blogs properly. And congratulations caz there's still a lot more to come.

Peace guys. Oh, btw, don't forget to check out my sister's bloggg. It's somewhere at the sidebar. Just click on "Jiaqi' and yea. That's it. See yaaaa.

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Early Sunsets.

Hello there.

Y'know I seriously suck at recalling what I have to blog about. So let's talk about the first thing that comes to my head in 3... 2... 1..., Christmas.

Nice. Alright, you sexy mamacitas, Christmas isssss awesome. I like the idea of it. Gift exchanging, hanging out with friends and families. What more could we ask for? (Not that I get gifts very often, but still)AND IT'S ALMOST HERE.

Well, for people who don't really know me well. I loveeee snow. Which means I long for a White Christmas (is that the right expression for it? I don't know. It should be..). Especially those where you sit around some fireplace in a small cottage with people you love and your friends. Yea. Somethin' like that. Also, I'm kinda a huge sucker for stars and the night sky. So it'd be good if I could just lie on a big-ass pile of snow and look at stars.

It'd be nice to have some company, (ohhh you know what I mean.)

Oh daaayyyyuuuum~

Hahah, I kid. I kinda found that pic when I searched "snow angel". Okaayy, no seriously, I'd do it with the woman of my life and yea, a family. Y'know what I mean.

OKaayyyy, something that reminds me of Christmas is alsooooo, a band called Mumford & Sons. They're kinda like an Indie Folk band? Sooooo yea, I don't know, but the vocalist's voice reminds me of Christmas. (I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who thinks so.....)

Sooo, yeaaapp. Here's the link! to the sonngggg, so give it a listen if you can't get to sleep at night. And stuff. Pretty awesome stuff. Yeaaaappp. So I guess that's all for now. :) Tell me what you want for Christmas, and I just might get it for you. :) (Hahaha no I'm kidding. Sorry!)

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I Said It's Perfect.

Hello there.

Waazzuuuuppppppppppp guys. I told you I'll be celebrating Halloween with my classmates right.

Well, Ignore the gladiator dude. We don't know him. I think.

And so we did. Well, we wandered around Clarke Quay at night. And it was such an experience. I mean how often do you get to see people dress up as pirates, ghosts, bunnies and even whores? Nah, I kid. But seriously, people who bother dressing up deserve respect.

So what did I dress up as? A freaking Rubik's Cube. (yea you got that right)

Ignore the face. I had problems moving my hands.

G33K ATT4CK! (Yea I actually had a girl coming up to tell me, "YOU'RE SUCH A GEEK") Tell me the costume looks awesome. I think it does! Caz I didn't make it!

The person I/we have to thank issssssssss,

Dora the Seductive Explorer.

SHAZLIN! (Sorry for the photo, but it's a hilarious impromptu shot. I just had to share it.) Apparently, she took 6 hours to make the Rubiks costume with a cardboard box, masking tape and coloured papers. And she organized the whole Halloween party thing for the class too. So yeaapppp. 3 cheers for Shazlin!.... (Okay you can stop now.)

P.S.


I was trying on Shazlin's wig that day. And I realized. I WANT MY FREAKING LONG HAIR BACK. NOW. It's so unfair....

Okay bye guys.


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Random Post #1

Hello there.

Hey you, sexy babies. Remember me telling you how I always had sooo many thoughts & updates but couldn't find an appropriate moment to pen them down. Well, this is Random Post #1.

To start things, I have watched the Last Exorcism recently with my sister and my cousin. And it's a pretty good movie because it addresses issues. Like real issues. Not the "You're waiting for a train..." kind of issue. So basically, any Christians out there should probably watch it. I think it's good because the movie really tests your faith etc etc. Okay it's not so much of a test but it gets you thinking.

I've actually also played some computer games with them, Left 4 Dead 2. So yea, as much as I think I kick ass at it, I don't. For some reason, to myself, I look really professional when I see my character shooting zombies on screen. But.. yea, results prove otherwise.

I think I've mentioned it in my twitter a few days back. But ah well, I'm gonna say it again. The Dimsum Dollies' songs that are playing nationwide in all MRT stations and trains, I know some of you really hate them, but I've gotta say, I like them. Seriously. Hahaha. Not a psycho... But seriously, isn't it more annoying that Singaporeans need soooo many campaigns to remind themselves how to be courteous? At least stop pushing and shoving around to get into the train like a freaking twat. It's not like the train station's gonna explode if you don't get into the train/ get a seat on the train, right?

Oh yeap, I haven't written in my diary for a very very long time. How long? Since freaking July, that is. Maybe I should totally get back to it.

Oh and hey, HALLOWEEEEN'S COMING. So I'll be with my ex-class around Clarke Quay tomorrow night. If you see a guy with a huge-ass Rubik's Cube on his body. It should be me. So you can say HIIIIIII.

So that's about it. See you guys around. PEACE (with a nigga-tone).

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Stygiophobia

Hello there.

What the hell is up guys. "Image uploads will be disabled for two hours due to maintenance at 5:00PM PDT Wednesday, Oct. 20th." This is. (Yayyyyyy! Short post today!!!)

So school started, and I'm pretty ticked off by:
1. My timetable
2. My timetable
3. The timetable committee (I don't even know if they exist)
4. A module called CBS

Now, I have no idea what the hell CBS stands for, and there must be a reason why I'm not interested to find out. (No offense to Ms/Mrs/Mdm Palam though, she's nice) So this module teaches you how to write your resume, get your portfolio together and how to deal with an interview. That's right, how to freaking ace an interview.

Well, a lot of people may argue, "Jiawei, some people need to learn how to 'sell themselves well' (no I don't mean prostitution.)" I say, screw that shit.

People, don't you see what the world is doing to us? On one hand, you're telling us to be ourselves, don't lie to your heart and all the other cheesy motivational phrases to spur us on and in the next minute, you're teaching us what we SHOULD say during an interview and what we SHOULD do in order to secure a job that you really want.

Well, is it just me, or does this feel like the second phase of some kind of dictatorship. (Is that the right word? Idk, screw it) It's like we're living exactly how the Society wants us to live. They are messin' with our minds.

I'm not saying that I'm gonna walk in naked for an interview in the future, but I think it's good for us to know that, we're not living for ourselves anymore. (Yay!) Y'know why? Because most of us can't bear to disappoint the people around us. The people who mean a lot.

So the only time you're gonna start living your life to the fullest is when you have 10 Million bucks, that way you can do whatever you want without disappointing others because you can provide for them, for yourselves, etc.

Now the question is, "How do you get the 10 million dollars?" It's simple, either get really lucky OR work your ass off. And the damn thing about work is, you probably have to start by sitting through an interview. SEE! YOU GET IT NOW? TOTAL MIND-F. If Inception has 5 levels, Life itself has 1000000000000 freaking billion levels.

I am digressing but I don't care, caz that's the way it works. Angsty post is angsty. And besides, how you handle an interview's pretty much common sense right?

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Now, I'm Closer to the Edge

Hello there,

What the hell is up guys? The past 2 weeks were sooooo packed. But, they were probably the most eventful ones in a long time. I'm so damn freaking tired. The only reason why I'm typing this, is for the readers of this blog. Because I haven't updated this piece of shit for like, a long time.

Well, to sum it all up, I've been to Vietnam last week for a study trip, (it actually felt like a holiday) and I really really enjoyed the company I had. My classmates are probably the beasts of partying and nonsense.

So what I've learned during the Vietnam trip is:

1. Stuff's really cheap there
2. But there's nothing much to buy
3. Nothing beats doing nonsense with the right people
4. I still look like shit in photographs. (No kidding)

And then there's the DBA camp, which is kinda organized by most of my classmates. I think all of them really deserve a huge-ass pat on their backs because it was tiring. And yea, it wasn't easy. Especially when the major setback hit us, our nightwalk was canceled because 2 clowns (security guards) stopped us.

It was really quite depressing because I could feel the campers and facils and even ourselves getting freaking hyped up for it. But.. ah well, as I told Andy, as long as we know we probably prepared one of the most epic nightwalk EVER (of course with the help of our awesome facils).

So that's about it. And one more thing, I'm really really gonna miss my classmates because I won't be joining them for lessons for the next (final) semester. I never knew I was gonna have soooo much fun with them. And I really really wished I hadn't went for that shitty interview that got me into a different class.

So guys, (including Celes and Darren in China) thanks for all the fun you've brought. Really really really really appreciate it. Now that the camp's over, the Vietnam trip's over and the previous semester's over, I'm probably not gonna see you guys often anymore? I mean since I probably only have to go to school for 2 days for the next sem.

Don't forget to ask me out if you guys have outings and stuff. :) Hahahaha. Yea, I was actually pretty serious about that.

Peace guys! Well, those who are not in this... Just imagine yourself being there. :)

Okaayyy, so that's about it for now. I have to apologize to allllll the friends who asked me out and got rejected caz I was busy. (Esp. Sop) Really really sorry. I need to go out with ALL of you soon.

P.S. I'm looking for songs/music/bands/artistes. I'm really just listening to everything there is now. So if you guys have music that you think I may be interested in, then, hit me with it! (Not literally) On formspring or whatever. See you guys soon. :)

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Do You Really Want Me?

Hello there,

"Nobody understands me. NOBODY."

Sounds familiar? Yea, no shit. That's probably what you're thinking RIGHT NOW. Hi guys, sorry for the abrupt start. Couldn't help but write a "hook" introduction, well, since that's what secondary school teachers taught us when it comes to writing essays.

So let's get into the topic righhhht away. ----> "Teen Angst"

What's teen angst? It is something that messes up your (provided you're still a teen) mind, it's something that... makes you think a lot deeper into stuff, it's kinda what made "Inception" so much more brilliant. (well.. kinda.) And when you think you're the only one in the world going through all the shit you're in right now.

In simpler terms, it's just a right to get depressed/angry at something. Whattt? I didn't say anything wrong right? Don't get all upset now.. I'm just sayin'.

Don't get it? Okay. What happens when I show you guys a picture like this:

"Moooo~"

Now, these 2 cows could possibly lead a teenager into a chain of thoughts. Like this.

"Okay, let's see, death, global warming, sadness, love, rich-fat-dudes getting laid, gay men.. Wait. What?"

Totally random stuff. And very very complicated. (In your own way) Okay I don't know what kind of other weird thoughts you guys have in your heads. But yea, you can try saying, "Noooo, that's not what I'm thinking you bitch. You don't get me."

Well, yea, I'm not saying I can totally read your mind, but just understand that there are probably 10 million other kids around thinking like you. Not having the exact same thoughts, but yea, they are pretty much feeling alone too. Why? Because we are not you.

It's no wonder why we want to remain as kids, caz when we show them the same damn 2-cows-picture, this is what we get back from them.

"Mooooooo~"

The same thing, which is really just, 2 cows. (Okay maybe with some extra unicorns/power rangers/candies in the background) Yea, you get the drift. Sometimes, our minds are just messin' with us. There actually isn't too much to think about for now, or maybe forever.

Maybe sometimes, we just don't want people to understand us. But that's just fine the way it is.

So I guess this is the end of my "essay", plus a super sexy quote (one of my favourites) as all teachers would recommend us to do,

"The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents." (H.P. Lovecraft)

I think that's pretty much it. Don't worry too much about anything. Think of us as lucky people. If we get affected by these little things, imagine what will happen if all the bigger problems in the universe gets thrown at us. I wouldn't be able to take it. Simple people should stay simple.

Soooo, peace guys. It'll get better. And if you're not a teen, and you're reading this, congratulations on surviving your teenage life. You should know how shitty it felt like. So guys, tell me, what's in your head right now?

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Attention, attention!

Hello there.

Hi guys. Did you miss me? I guess not. Weellllzzz, I'm back, likeee.... Finally after 2 or 3 weeks? I don't know. Exams are finally over (WWOOOO!!! Late celebration, but still.) And yea, guess where I've been?

No I'm not in the picture.

That's righhhhttt, it's mother-freaking Sydney. (Love the blackberry's camera btw.) So yeaaappp, I have a lot of photos of it actually, but I'm too lazy to upload them. So yea. Nothing really special there I guess, except the animals, and the weather and the tourist attractions and the hot white-people. (That's pretty much everything eh?) Butttt, yea I really really like the weather there. It's like Spring now or something.

So, although it's been quite some time since I've had long flippy/silky hair, people have been asking me, "Why do you like having your long hair?" Questions like these were asked so many times, if I had to count them, I'd rather eat my own dung. Then again, a few of the replies I'd give are, "Becaz it's freaking cool!" or "because I'll look like friggin' rockstar!". Or maybe the most common one, "Because the chicks dig it."

Come on guys, I know I probably look hideous/broke-back with it, I mean, I can tell. (But I still like it.)

Ewwww, Gay Fag is Gay.

Imma lay it all out today. It's all about attention-seeking and being different.

Before I make myself sound like some kind of desperado, or some act cool wannabe h0m1ez from da h00dz, what I'm trying to say is. I was just trying to find some kind of identity. Because I want to be recognized. Because I HATE being a nobody.

Oh, you can go ahead and start flaming, "Oh jiawei, you're such a disappointment. Why are you living your life for others?.." Well, the truth stings. Let's face it, everyone NEEDS attention. It's just the amount of attention you want, and the people whom you want it from.

Well, I guess I'm just one of the unfortunate ones who need/want more attention. After all, that's all part of growing up. It's just how we want to define ourselves. That's why everybody wants to be different. That's why, I'd rather go out and have people laugh behind my back, "Omg, look that long hair dude's a freaking weirdo".

But the one thing I've missed out is that, being different is not that different? In the end, we're still constantly looking for people who are "different" to mimic. Just to declare ourselves as unique individuals.

I don't really know what point I'm trying to make. I'm just saying that, I just want my own identity. I guess that's what most people spend their lives trying to do. I get a lot of "just be yourself" or "live your own life"-s. In fact, I do give people such advice. But, I guess it's not even easy to "be yourself". I don't even know how to be myself, especially since we've been influenced by so many things already.

Y'know what I'm sayin'? No? It's kay, I don't expect anyone to. Okayyy, I'm gonna count sheeps. See you guys soon. Peaceeee.

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This Isn't the End.

Hello there.

Sorry to disappoint the haters, but, I'm not dead yet. Sooooo, I haven't been posting stuff for quite some time. It's caz, THE EXAMS ARE HERE AGAIN. So it's gonna be a busy ass period ( :( Sorry). Soooo, I just wanted to say, I'm gonna try to blog if I find the time to! And after this whoolllleee exams thing. There's gonna be a lot more time.

Here's a song for you guys. It's "This Isn't the End" by A Skylit Drive. They're one of my favourite bands since like, 2-3 years back. Or something. The link's already up theerrreee. So go check it out if you like rock/alternative stuff. :) It's like one of their older songs, but, it applies to most of us, since I'm sure many of us have contemplated suicide for certain reasons. (No, not because I look gay.)

And so. It's not the friggin' end yet man.

"Starting off to face the day
Seconds away from a life with endless...
Torment my mind with the thoughts of a beginning
To show you just what I feel
To decipher what is real

There's just so much to be said
So much is running through my head
In a time staggered on the end
Maybe now can we pretend?

For a second I felt so brave
Flowing through fault lines
Wearing on my mind
Weathering
Pulsating
Technicalities set you off the stage and when you see me now and then
There will be no exchange of hands
Scratch the plans

There's just so much to be said
So much is running through my head
In a time staggered on the end
Maybe now can we pretend?

This isn't the end"

So that's it for now. Since most of us are pretty STRESSED out. Yeaaappooz. OH. Hold on, my sis has a newwww blogggg. I guess she wants to pen down some really deep thoughts. Which is the exact opposite of what I do. No she's not emo. I've probably added the link somewhere at the sidebar already. SISTER'S BLOG. And her Formspring too. See you guys soonz.

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We Have the Dreamers Disease.

Hello there.

Heyyyy guys,

Hi Morgan, I hope I got your name righttt. I'm not sure if you want to be mentioned, but ah well, you're up anyway! Haha, firstly, I'd like to thank you for asking me questions in my formspring. I think I've pretty much answered all of them eh?

And yea, I think all of us are pretty familiar with how life works by now. No shit, I have loaddddss to complain about. There's so much I want to do, but I don't know, somehow I'll just find myself holding back for certain reasons. (Sometimes I'm just lazy, but yea.. Don't judge me again.) I guess, it's just teen angst? 10 years from now, we'll probably laugh at all the thoughts and ideas we had. (Or maybe not) Maybe, we'll even find the stuff we got upset about, retarded? Don't get me wrong... I was just sayin' . But I guess for now, it's okay to be sad/happy/angry/excited or whatever. After all, that is what is gonna make us who we are in the future.

And no doubt,

If anything was fair, we wouldn't exist. Just sayin'. So yea, you're not alone. Oh oh oh okay, this is an awesome time to share a video with all of you guyyysss! You guys should watch the whollleee thing because what the guy is doing is so cool! He's leaving a message for his future self. So yea, just thought it may, y'know, inspire you guys to start thinking about what you all really want for yourself. I have a message for my future self too! But I don't think I'll share it with you guys..... HAhahah. Maybe next time kay?

So yea, found this quite some time back, but haven't got the chance to show it to you guys. Click herreeee >>>>> HERE (p.s. I really really love his accent)

So yea, I'm having a blog-block now (cool eh? I just thought of the term, it's like a mental-block, but yea, I can't remember what I really wanted to blog about). And that's about itttt.

Sooooooo peace out people, and take care Morgan. Anddddd, All the best to the guys who are having their exams in 2 weeks. (That includes me)

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You Can Never Get Too Low, When You're So Damn High.

Hello there.

"Whhhattt? Another post, Jiawei?" (And it's gonna be a loooonnnnggg one)

Yeaaaappp. It's the freaking holidays dammit. WOoohooo. Alright guys, you know I'm gonna be talking about today. "Confessions". Yea daaaaaamn right.

Remember the first time you've ever confessed to someone you liked? I'm sure you do, since most of us end up feeling embarrassed anyway. Oh, don't deny it, I'm pretty sure it probably went like this:

You: "Hey, I just wanted to tell you something."
Girl/Boy: "Really? Is it something funny? HAHAHA."
You: "No, it has something to do with the both of us..."

*Awkward silence....*


You: "I just wanted to tell you, ever since the first time I talked to you. I knew that we were meant to be. I really really like you."
Girl/Boy: *Awkward silence....*
You: "Soooo, what do you think?"
Girl/Boy: "Errmmmm. Think about?"
You (Feeling freaking nervous): "I.. I don't. know. Think of us being together??"
Girl/Boy (Awkward face): "Ohhhh... That.."

*Awkward silence.....*

Girl/Boy: "Ermm. I like you too. But only as a friend? BFF?"
You: "Ohhhh wha- Hahaha yea I knew that.. (yea right...) I was just askin'. Wasn't expecting you to like me anyway. It's okay, I'm alright. (: "

When in fact, You:

"FUUUUUUU-"

Hahahah! I know this happens to a lot of people. (Including you) Well if you haven't experienced it, you must be one lucky ass. But it's okaayyyy, just know that if it happens to you, it'll probably happen to another person somewhere else in the world. You're not alone. I feel you.

Kaayyy, just to make sure you guys don't get the wrong idea. It's good to confess. So at least, you get a shot at being with him/her. If you keep mum, you have ZERO chance. ZZERRROOOO. Oh btw, I don't do confessions like this. Hahah I'm like a very boring person. So yea.

So before I "peace-out", I have something to say! I'm not sure if it's a good idea. But yea. I'm thinking of starting some kind of blogging community. So basically it's like a few people blogging on the same topic, for others to read. And it's gonna be kinda like an "all-perspective" thing. HAHA Just sayin' (I know it's lameee, don't judge me ): .. )

Soo yeaaa, if any you of you guys wanna join in this community. TELL ME KAY. I'm gonna start asking my friends soon. Lemme give you a quick status update, the number of members in this community: 1. (Me....)


I don't wanna be sad k. So join in!!!!

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What's Left of Me.

Hello there.

I guess I've always known that there's a Devil inside us.

Sin corrupts us. Nonetheless, Simplicity remains intrinsic to us.

It'll be good if we all learn to remain Simple. After all, what's a better way to lead our lives.

It disgusts me to find out we all fall prey to Sin. It disgusts me to find out that we can't do anything about it. Or maybe we can, we just haven't found a way to.

You know damn right, deep down inside you, there's bound to be Sin.

I just pray that our Simplicity will override our Sin.

I just want you guys to know that I'm fairly disappointed too. In myself.

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Lights! Camera! Action!

Hello there.

FUUUUU- Some Singaporeans are just freaking retarded. I don't really understand why but, wtf. Is there even a need to jump a queue just to top up your ezlink card?

Well, it was during the rush hour. I was at jurong east. And I was in the queue like every other normal person was. This weird woman rushed up behind me, and conveniently slipped past right in front of me. Like woah. Heyyyy, why not just make the extra effort to cut the other 10 people ahead of you, bitch.

I wanted to take a picture of her to share my "joy" with you guys.


Nah, I kid. That's not her. But still, it wouldn't have varied much.

But I realized, I had to be a gentleman and obviously, not stoop to her level. I didn't even bother arguing with her, or telling her to get back in the line. Because she must have an important reason for doing so right? I mean saving 8 - 10 secs of her time must be really helpful. After all, she took the same train as me too. (Bitch.)

So much for the Singaporean spirit. The best freaking way to celebrate the upcoming National Day. Tell me why I'm still so patriotic?

Count on me Singapore~

Way to go guys. I'm sure the foreign youth olympians will loveeee us. Okkkaayyzz. That's all for the rant. Hahaha.

So a lot of you guys have been asking me to upload new pics of myself and shit.


Wooohoo~ I know it's an ugly pose and an ugly smile. But yea! This was taken during the HYPE Magazine's flea market. And apparently the person thought I dressed well, and took a picture. It's some kind of competition. So if I win it, I'll get some free 1 year St. James Powerhouse membership. It's not like I club right, but still. I will if I win it! Hahahah.

Apparently they changed the rules or something, so it'll be the judges choosing the winner. Yea. No more public/friend votes. Sooo yeap. Go check out the HYPE magazine's fb page. And like it or something, support my friends kay? (Clarissa and Fifi to be exact)

Peace out guys.! (Don't be kiasu like that weird woman in Jurong k?)

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Would It Be the Same?

Hello there.

So someone told me, "it is what's inside that counts, but reality is that if someone isn't good looking, there'll hardly be anyone willing to take a look at what's inside."

No shit, baby. So, I was just taking a stroll back from West Coast Park tonight. There were no stars to accompany me. All I had was my feet to carry me back home, and "Estranged" by Guns N' Roses to calm me down. (Awesome song guys, you should listen to it)

And yea, somehow I was just thinking about that statement the whole way. In fact, I was even thinking of it in the afternoon.

Don't you think it's kinda true? That everything becomes very superficial, especially when you're good looking. It's exactly like those bimbo chic-flicks kinda thing. Everyone stabs your freaking ass when you turn your back on them. And how everything seems to be all nice and stuff. You may be a f**king prick, but people will still treat you nicely and tell you that, "It's okay. I think you're fine the way you are."

This will of course, mislead you into thinking that, "damn right bitch, I'm like THE angel sent from heaven." But obviously, you're nothing but a pile of shit to others, BUT THEY JUST DON'T SHOW IT.

Even when you're the most boring person alive. Even when all you know is nothing but being lazy and stoning. Even if you're the weirdest dipshit. It doesn't matter, because you're good looking.

Let's put it this way, someone else told me, "fat/ugly people are nice. Because they have nothing else to rely on but their personality." You may think it's mean, but no shit. It's true. And it isn't such a bad thing!

So the "fat/ugly people" may ask, "Why so?" Why?? It's because you don't have to constantly be on your toes to see if people are genuinely treating you the way you deserve to be treated. You have real friends because you are nice. People don't have to be afraid to tell you stuff.

The good looking people are the freaking losers on the losing end. Why?? Because they're clouded by their own self-indulgence. By their mindless/brainwashed perception of themselves. They can't differentiate what's good/ bad for them. They don't know what's real and what's not?
Just like the freaking overrated movie called, "Inception". And also like alllll the other chic-flicks with their bimbos.

So "fat/ugly people", don't think of yourself as fat and ugly. Think of yourself as the luckier ones being born. After all, good looks fade over time. And you're the people who'll pick up the "good looking losers" after they so pathetically crumble.

So that's all for today's rant guys. I'm not trying to be narcissistic/egoistic in this post. Even though I don't think I'm good-looking. Apparently, some people think I am. And guess what? I've already shown you guys that being good-looking isn't the best thing ever? So guys, try to know more people, not just the good-looking ones.. And by knowing, I mean understanding. And not trying to get in their pants.


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You'll Be Alright Now, Sugar.

Hello there.

Heeeyy guys. It's been a long time. The busy period's almost over. And it's gonna be the YOG Break in a week! I'm pretty sure everyone's pretty much stoked about it. Well, not so much on the Youth Olympics but, it's the 3-week holiday that counts right?

First, I'd like to say, I'm sorry to the many groupmates I have disappointed for the past few projects. I know my work was probably not the best of standards. But I really tried. Y'know how I lose motivation easily. The workload was stacking and I guess you could say, sometimes I just wasn't thinking right.

But hey, Excuses are for Losers. So yea. Why don't I just screw myself. (Sorry guys)

OKaayyyy. Ever had the experience when you had a freaking tsunami of thoughts to pen down, but somehow, when you wanna start writing them, you just forget everything you had in your mind earlier?

Yea I'm kinda having that now.

Okay now. To all the sexy people out there, there's a DBA camp coming up, during October 14th - 15th? I think. YOU ALL SHOULD FREAKING JOIN IT. I'm serious. It's gonna be sooo much fun. Well, this only goes for DBA students of course. You can always check with me for updates.

Okay sexy people. Imma do my stuff. See ya around.

Oh oH! I know. HERE's a song. It's quite funny actually. And Meekakitty's in it! It's cute.

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In Coma.

Hello there.

"I'm still stitching up the stabs you left
Weaving in and out slowly
I grow accustomed to the piercing flesh
And find in evil in the holy

And still, I see the line
Between the stars, your scars and mine
And as this coarse thread pulls
I feel the veins of the frozen

Stay in coma, It's the only defense we have left

A bad decision leaves me open and
I'm left here shuttered for days
If I could replay the words we said
I'd see you all amazed

And still it's not enough
Save yourself and demonize us
And as your curtain draws
You see the tears of the fallen

Stay in coma, It's the only defense we have left

I'm not taking the fall for a spineless puppet
You play quiet and I won't fight it

Stay in coma, it's the only defense we have left
We have left."

Hey guys, it's been a long time. Ever heard a song and felt that a few sentences really reached out to you? Yea. I could totally relate to this one.

This is "In Coma" by Dead Poetic. The band's on hiatus and will continue to be, I guess. I have to thank Santhosh for introducing them to me 2 years back.

Here's the link to the acoustic version of the song. I think most of you guys will prefer that.

Sometimes, we get hurt and we want an escape. One to block you out from everything. From misery. Sometimes, we get hurt so much, we feel numb to every other pain. Sometimes, we let the world pass us and we'll watch. Sometimes, we wait.

I won't fight it. Not anymore.

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Am I Happy? Are You Happy?

Hello there.



Do as I say.

Look at yourself in the mirror. Stare into your eyes. Leave everything else behind.

What do you see? Are you happy?

Who are you?

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